I’m praying for clarity
I’m frozen and I’m yearning for it
I have love for a conflicted spirit, and I know he’s lonely
Bless him with the knowledge that the love he yearns for needs to come from within before
My arms are outstretched to him but yet he refuses
He says he prays but who knows
So I’m praying for him
He has my heart, pardon me while I take a moment and pray for myself
I feel like I’m ready to share a life with someone, but god, you keep sending me hurt souls, yearning souls, men in so much need. I was born from so much love and I don’t feel like I’ll run out, I wanna give it to to him.
I wanna shower him with it, I’m guessing I need to make sure my reasons are right.
I can’t give it with hopes of them miraculously deciding I’m worthy of them. I have to just simply give it. It’s quietness in me which can say, I was good to him, whether he knew it or not, so I’ll keep giving.
God, I’m ready to share it.
I’m ready to share my life with someone.
I’m ready to give all my love to man who wants it.
So as far as he and I, I’m asking you for clarity. Please shine a light on this. Please reveal to me all I need to see, so I know to take the next step, which is best for myself. His journey is one he’s on, and I’m praying he finds what he needs.